Something I wrote for my friend when I was recovering from Covid few months ago. Posting it here as a memory and to be grateful always..
“My life after beating the corona virus. My dear friend @sapkalibirlady asked me this question. The first thought that came to my mind, was that, even though I didn’t consciously think about its impact, the virus and the vulnerability did had an effect on my outlook towards worldly things.
The last few weeks, was a battle to survive. Fighting my own thoughts about life and death. To live or not to live. To fill myself with positive energy or not. There was a part of me that wanted to give up this worldly life, and a part of me that wanted to live life to the fullest before I die. The beauty of life is such you got to go with the latter. Once my mind was made up, it was easier to convince myself to stay strong and let the medications work. The prayers and wishes from loved ones had a powerful effect.
To hit the rock bottom, to suffer and to see your loved ones suffer was a painful experience. Now when I look back it all seems like a nightmare. I can’t be thankful enough to see my family safe and recovering.
For me, this is a second life that I have got. Although, life is uncertain, I see a bright future and a long journey ahead to experience the adventures of life. I haven’t made up my mind yet, but it would have something to do with self – discovery and losing myself to mysticism. Life need to have more meaning and purpose than it has now. I am in search of that path into the unknown. ❤️❤️❤️”